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A Slut Is Born

I’ve got something a little different to share with you today, a guest post of an explicitly slutty nature. Back in January of this year I accepted for training a new sissy slave. I’ve named this one marilyn in honor of Marilyn Chambers because they’ve always aspired to be a blonde bimbo slut like the porn starlets of that era. And I am very pleased with how well my new sissy sex kitten has been progressing in their training, both as pleasure pet and as a useful servant. So far my marilyn has been a splendid example of what I like to see in my slaves: genuinely appreciative of me, valuing me and respecting my time and also genuinely committed to bettering himself, having real goals and constantly striving to reach them. But that’s a subject for another post. Today I wanted to share with you this fun tidbit from the journal I ordered marilyn to keep when they embarked on this journey with me… 

Slut Life

Today was the day where i turned a real corner with all of this. I’ve been at this for almost a full three weeks now. This was the first day where my sluttiness felt lived in, normal, and a truly comfortable part of my life. It’s usually much more say, strangely erotic. i mean this in the sense that it felt alien doing all of this, as if i had to step out of one version of myself into another version of myself in order to really make it sink in. Maybe it’s my schedule, maybe it’s just what my life is becoming. Maybe i just don’t know day from night anymore because i’m tunnel vision focused on everything. That definitely feels like it.

i always feel like the best things in my life are those that feel intensely pleasurable, at all times. That’s pretty much my judgement for things that are “fun.” i ask myself, “Is this peak maximum joy that i’m feeling?” If not, what could be missing that could allow for the “maximum” of joy to exist. i’m wired to always be searching and living for that edge. my only qualm with this is that i always find a way to never quite go off that edge, and fall into what i hope lies beyond that point. That’s a lot of my life. Racing to the edge, then realizing that i don’t trust the metaphorical parachute. i trust what i feel now because i think on one level i’m older and more mature about life in general, and on another level, i feel very safe under Your control. The fact that You make me cry isn’t lost on me. Your reassurances feel like hands on my skin, a soothing touch from afar. There’s this bizarre arousal and submissive docility that washes over me when i tear up. It feels like i’m being grabbed and massaged at the same time, both teased and relieved. It’s a heady pressure that comes out as these tears that come from a place of me feeling happily broken out of my shell, and weakened by You, giving in.

 

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Today was the day where i felt sexy, yet helpless. my play felt good, yet futile. i was truly enjoying myself, but deep inside, my mind was thinking about all of the ways that i could compound my slutty situation. i thoroughly fingered myself and fucked my ass with my plug today. i was inspired by attempting to recreate what i felt like having Your cock blowing my mind while in my slutty ass pussy would be like. i heard Your voice in my head, and arched my back, getting to the point where my body was at a 45 degree angle on my bed. my body, eventually spent, crashed on the bed, then i flipped myself over on my stomach, and as i got up on all fours, the plug slid in itself, cascading in on a slippery downward slope of likely too much lube. My ass felt wet and full, and as the tip of my plug hit my prostate, it made a chill go down my spine that made my eyes roll back in my head and drool land on my pillow.

Out of the corner of my left eye (my right eye was closed as my face was buried deep into my pillows), i saw my new pink dildo. i decided to start trying to deep throat it while i was in this position. Basically, about four inches in, it hit the back of my throat, and i started to gag. At this point, i then realized that my cock-clit was dripping pre-cum, and there was a spider web-style drip that reached down from its tip to my comforter. i then reached out with my left hand, grabbed my Astroglide, and in my head, decided i’d make the ultimate (to date), slutty display of myself. i started masturbating, while kneeling, face down on my bed, mouth and throat filled with cock, ass pussy lubed and plugged. It took all of what felt like  three minutes to cum (meaning it was probably 90 seconds). i watched out of the corner of my eye as i came so hard that semen splashed on my pillow, near my face. Once i stopped, exhausted, i realized what i looked like. i was a drooling, cum-soaked, cock-choked, and freshly-fucked slut, now about to fall asleep in their own juices. Which i did. While wearing my plug, and with my face caked in my own semen as i awoke. It was both embarrassing, yet awesome.

Thank You.

You’re welcome marilyn!  *evilgrin*

And for the rest of y’all, you can see marilyn and I in action together now on video at Clips4Sale and IWantClips

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